*sniff sniff* think e flu bug's biten me.. stuffy nose and a little sore throat. cant understand.. i down at least 3L of water religiously every single day.. n still can fall sick. *eyes rolling* sickening..

ok i'm going to sort of disclose some bad news.. my medical report confirmed i have a recurrance of lymphoma. links back to my swollen neck i woke up with on e eve of my 21st birthday. hm... ok guys i'm not very very upset abt it.. i'm not crying, not losing sleep or appetite over the news as yet. ya YET.. pretty numb.. n i guess my buddies r keeping me busy with activities i haven got time to break down YET.. but i guess i'll haf to learn to be strong cos life itself is a lonely journey. i'll make it through... i'll jus keep reminding myself i've been through the worst n wats coming is jus like a deja vu.. i've been there done tat.. i'll make it once again.

right.. jus got back from blading with lainey n ray.. fell on my bum today.. aawww.. trust me tat hurts. not at tat moment. its like now.. while i'm sitting.. i'm feeling the pain..

suddenly i dont haf e mood to blog on cos i'm feeling kinda hurt. hurting words r common but nt when it comes from him. whatever. tat's all.