oh oh oh!!! how's my new blog skin? :D

Thoughts..

The uncertainties of life never fails to daunt us when we're most vulnerable. I'm jus hours away from returning to the much dreaded department of Mt Elizabeth Hosp. Apparently results weren't too positive from e checkup last wk. Guess i'm too numb with my condition i'm accepting it as part of me.

Today has been pretty upsetting cos of e unpleasant misunderstanding with 1 of my best friend. Thou things aren't exactly cleared up completely, guess jus let things be or i suppose e misunderstanding will jus escalate. I'm relieved n glad things are more or less settled now.

Decided very suddenly i wanna bake Coffee cheesecake today. 1 of e apparent reason is to express my apologies. also thought baking would cheer me a bit. but it didn't. perhaps then e air wasn't cleared yet. tats why e heaviness in my heart. when u dont put ur heart and soul into something, i guess there'll never be perfection. i actually forgot gelatine in the cheesecake. thus it became ice cream cheesecake unwittingly. the first was a flopped too. threw e entirely thing away. i'm pretty unpleased with e final 1 thou. but i'm glad he enjoyed it n actually think its even better than my tiramisu. hm... i guess wat matters is he likes it. :D

but trust me next time it'll be an 8 n nt 7. hehee... yes! i'm greedy ;)

i was still worrying wat im gonna do this whole week to keep myself occupied. then things jus began to fit in nicely. i haf deepavali dinner to attend at geetha's house on tues and wed i'm meeting jeff n peg for dinner n drinks. jeff's buying dinner. how nice! hehee.. thurs i haf movie preview im nt sure wat show. but laine was suppose to go together. lets hope she didn't forget. oh tmr i'm suppose to savour my not-so-perfect cake. jus nice. friday to rest and sat to pack n fly at night. haha.. so u see? apart from my daily trips to e hosp, i haf some entertainment. hahaa.. *phew~!* else life would haf been tough! :D

this SUCKS.. nightmares for the 3rd consecutive night. every dream makes me wonder why. dreams were supose to be an indication of ur subconscious. its suppose to remind u of things u've forgotten in daily life. n i guess i'll haf to agree.

this part is still vivid in my mind n i'm tagging it down b4 i forget. my past relationship didnt even cross my mind at all for a long time. but i actually dreamt of the days we were living together. still remember e emotions i had in my dreams. i was inpatient and angry. the feelings i had during e unhappy, towards e end days.. so dreams jus love to remind us of things we've forgotten huh..

guess it spells bad luck for e rest of e day. apart from recovering from my whole night of many different nightmares, woke up to see a long sms. alot of thoughts gush through my mind.. i didn't know how to comprehend as usual. guess i'll jus spend e rest of my "nothing to do" day to ponder over wat i should do to make things right again. sigh...

Mouldy

mushrooms are poppin' outta my head! its saturday night n i'm home staring at my blank com..

turned down invites to go clubbing. told u i'm getting old. damn.. the thought of how nice it would be to haf a bf now or rather a fb, jus cuddle up in bed, drink ginger ale chivas, watch tv, listen to jazz.. AAWWW... someone should invent a vending machine for men. disposable types thou. for one time usage only. hahaa..

damn it.. i have 1 whole week to get through with nothing to do at all. u heard me? NOTHING TO DO... AT ALL!!! gosh.. i'd be fully fermented by the time work comes.. argh!!!!! going nuts..

TGIF (again)

went to my hair stylist today n got my hair done.. i love the new cut. thou i still look e same jus e length is shorter. but the way she did it, the length was jus nice, she layered the ends so it curves inwards and created an illusion of a small face. hehee.. perhaps i look 500 grams lighter now? hahaa....



i met e girls for supper at jalan kayu.. best friends never fail to walk away feeling it was the best conversation ever. u jus wish time wont pass n u can jus talk on forever.. girls we mus do tat again soon. i'm wishing exams be over soon so tat it'll be lots of travelling and lots of bitching seesion! basically talked abt anything n everything under e moon..

we're too tired of e "getting to know someone" process. work/studies are so taxing these days, at the end of the work week u jus wanna crash with someone close n jus be urself. with close friends, u can jus talk abt anything n everything. dont haf to mind e language, dont haf to be prim n proper.. n u jus haf to speak half e word n they jus get it instinctively. tat's how amazing friendship is..!!!

guess i wanna address this here: was talking to austin online e other day and something shoot off him tat actually hurt me quite a deal. he was down, and while i was trying to liven up e conv, told him abt how my sis n her colleagues tried to intro this "very nice looking n gentlemen" guy (according to them),, then he say i should go out n make more friends n stop sticking to him. came so sudden i didn't know how to comprehand. perhaps cos of his foul mood he didn't mean it in e not nice way. but i took to seriously. it hurts cos i felt this someone i call my best friend, didn't understand me. its nt tat i dont haf friends. there'll always be ppl there for me to haf fun with. there'll always be someone up n ready for clubbing especially. but my hectic schedule n stressful job nature drives me to jus wanna spend quality time with loved ones. its nt tat im nt going out. i jus chose to go out with you.

i still met him as normal on thurs for movie. he probably didn't know i took it to heart. but i guess indeed i was disappointed with e harsh statement. n perhaps after our trip next wk i'd thrash things out a bit with him. being a bugging fly's e last thing i wanna be.

dreamt of june coming back from UK last nite. i miss her so much. wish she's there with us tonight.. at least she's having a relatively slower n relaxed life in birmingham. im glad she's settling in well. ger u better post us more pics on our common blog!! miss u much...

Launch Ads

guess my medications are indeed doing a great job.. keeping my sanity and managing my emotions well. i do feel a bit numb. while i'm expecting myself to break down, i didn't.

saw my launch ad today. it sucks. the color didn't turn out e way i wanted it cos client changed e color without consulting me and after tat can still screw me for e wrong color. "Welcome to the real world, claudia..."

its been a long day. work n meetings.. headed to sch to collect stuffs. then had dinner at far east sq. headed to watch Legend of Zorro at GV Gold class.. its a good experience i mus say. nice sits. good enough to make me wanna fall asleep after a long day. i'm tired. nothing to update anyway.

friday's here. haf a great weekend guys.. party hard. haf fun.

Ad launch

Had been 2 crazy days.. working n working n working... now having nothing to do at all kinda makes me feel wierd. hehe..

went for a massage earlier cos my shoulder ain't too well. went for a vaccine yesterday n its contributing to e ache. thou now my shoulder's slightly better, apparently my heart's aching now.. hm...

alright. currently confirmed i'll be heading to bkk on e 5th nov. this sat i might haf to head to shanghai. but tat depends on Don.. i'm excited to see shanghai for myself! our ads will be officially launched tmr at raffles place mrt station n on some trains. it'll be a nice sight to see ur work out there. like the anticipation of ur baby. from pregnancy to birth. hehe.. so if anyone see Transitions adverts tmr at raffles place, do give me some comments n critics. thanks!!

Monday Madness

Madness is an understatement to describe the trauma of this Monday.

went to work leisurely n was pleasantly surprised to find breakfast on my table. everything was nice n slow till noon. phone rang non stop from 12pm onwards. was constantly clicking and typing was going crazy. on top of tat had to call the agents to get my ticketing settled. totally madness. couldn't even find time to swallow my lunch till my pack of hot pasta turned hard. wat a waste!

managed to get out of the battlefield at 730pm. headed to town to try my luck for tickets but to no avail. but my phone was still ringing, mind u. now i'm so traumatized. decided to take a break n do a bit of retail therapy. headed to DFS gallery. combed thru Coach, Gucci, Hermes, Fendi. nothing i like + within budget. wanted a small evening bag for my conference tat's coming up. well too bad nothing caught my eye. n sales ppl mus haf tot i'm nuts cos i circled tat level 3 times without buying anything n constantly battling on the phone abt work. oh God....

headed to ZARA at liat towers. had a top in mind i was so sure i wanna get. but when tried on i tot it wasn't tat nice afterall. jus not in the mood at all. give up. i headed to Taka's Coach boutique. first step into e shop i headed straight to something tat caught my eye. without a second hesitation i asked for a new piece. i love this whimsical bag to BITS!



tat began my shopping galore. being at the top of my world, i headed to Paragon. bought 2 tops from Guess n tat summed up my retail therapy session. i'm glad i got away from work.

then nightmare began again. as i headed home, phone starting ringing again. so headed back to office. n slogged my lungs out further. i jus got home. gonna zonk out. gotta deliver disc to publisher at 830am sharp. im crossing my toes i dont oversleep.. nite folks! i'll continue with more galores tmr.. nitez!

Happy Drug

Had been on a drug call Norethisterone n i officially call it my Happy Drug. Used on low dose, it works as a contraceptive. On a higher dosage its to delay period. Apart from keeping my period away and preventing pregnancy, this thing works wonders in keeping me happy and keeping me sane.

Work has been hellish thou i'm enjoying work. Perhaps its cos its jus e start.

To be frank, emotions has been on a roller coaster these few days.. from assessment day till now, i haven done anything at all to redeem myself from my under performance in school. wat am i doing? i dunno. i jus cant bring myself to get to work. i'm tired. i wanna get away from it n work became a natural excuse. i'm disappointed with myself.

Be away for conference from 4th Nov to 7th Nov. Business trip. Not sure if going alone or not. I do haf a paid for ticket but no one's really free to go with me. well.. its ok, it'll be a getaway for me. the much anticipated getaway..

following up i might be heading to phillipines too. but i'm wary to go there alone cos i heard from sis their shopping centres has soldiers on guard duty. apparently its nt a safe place. Thanks huh Don.. gave me a list to choose but u left options like shanghai, taiwan and hongkong for yourself. so "gentlemenly" of u to dump me alone in phillipines.

It's a "LUCKY" day!

first thing in the morning, received raymond's good news! i'm so happy for him he's found his Lost Dog.. Whiskey went on an adventure last thursday. was worried he cant be found. he sooooooo cute.. its hard to resist jus keeping him. hehe.. thank God nice souls still exist n returns him e moment Lost posters were out last nite.

Ain't he irresistably cute? looks like marshmellow here. hehe...

alright.. today is Austin's birthday. so indeed its a lucky day. i wonder if he got lucky last nite. haha... well im sure he had a wonderful time with his buddies. anyway, sort of celebrated for him over the past week. hahaha.. had dinner last sat n thursday.. Big affair! hehe.. anyway here's his birthday msg, tat is if he sees this:

Thank you for your positivity in my darkest days..
Thank you for your comfort when i jus needed to whine n cry..
Thank you for the endless support n inspirations when my brain goes dry..
Thank you for the beautiful colors u brought..

Everything happened for a reason. I'm glad our paths crossed. Time flies ya? Had been a great 10 months.. Words cant express how glad i am to haf a buddy like u to fit into my life. Of cos apart from proving u're one nice soul n over evaluated. haha.. shall only praise n commend u today cos ur YOUR day. i'll post ur bad habits in tmr. haha.. May ur road ahead be smooth and fruitful. n of cos many great birthdays with great cakes to come. hahaa... (u odd to do me justice! my fren says e cake looks ugly n doubt i make nice cakes. sigh... quick return me justice!!)




alright gotta run to meet e guys for lunch n shopping! finally a good break after a crazy friday and zonked out saturday.. be back for more pics! :D Ciaoz....






"goody two shoe" look? hehee...

Terror Day

MADNESS sums my day up.

@ changi airport now. departing for KL at 2305.

from today, Nick will be outstationed for 5 days. phone jus kept ringing since early morning. monitored a shoot in e morning. went to school for debrief at 3. I have a resubmission to do next week.. i'm sick n tired of my ad campaign i've decided to come up with something completely new. tat's due on 26th - next wed.

The moment i got home, media com called n i had to rush down to raffles place for meeting.. i'm tired, but still made my appearance in half an hr. got screwed during meeting. shitty.

head's spinning n heavy after meeting. packed dinner n drag myself home. train was crazily packed. got home at 8 on the dot. phone started ringing again. Jacque called n i gotta pack n leave for KL IMMEDIATELY. freak! gotta over see the running of island shop's show tmr in KL. i'll be back tmr evening and see to show here tmr night. he didn't even thought i need to sleep at all? he didn't even make any reservation for hotel reason being i'll be working through the night. great! i felt like i've been taken for granted. the only reason i'm going is out of responsibility.

i'm tired to the max. having to deal with mum b4 i come out. i feel upset i cant get her support for the start of my career. yet i felt even worse when i know i've been neglecting her. i wish i had more time n energy. sigh..

had been wanting to get away from singapore. now my chance is here. yet i'm feeling worse than i imagined. i wish it'll be worth it in the end.

Bon Apetite...!!!

it was a gruelling, messy and sleepless night.. after battling for 12 hrs since 8pm and after 3 attempts....

the masterpiece is done......

i've yet to taste it.. but it looks nice on the outside. n u ppl who's reading it, jus assume its heavenly la! hahaa....

...Cheesy...

Hopefully its a quick entry, cos there's so much to do n so little time..

Work's pretty pressing these days but i'm enjoying work.. thou deadlines are pressing, the pace of work keeps me interested. weather played a trick on me today. step outta house, it started raining.. ran home to grab brolly, it stopped when i reach the traffic light. got to office. lunch time. stepped outta office n it started raining again. had to climb the stairs all e way up again. i wonder if there's a rainy cloud hanging over me today.

skip e assessment part.

was raining when i left school. stuck at e hawker opp. finally found my way to e bus stop.. n off i went to get ingredients for baking. went all the way from carrefour @ suntec to marketplace @ raffles city.. to carrefour @ PS to jason's @ paragon. jus couldn't get my Mascarpone cheese. PANIC! then a nice store manager gave me a hand, made some calls n told me they haf stock in Changi green.. so do u think i'd travel all the way jus to get a block of cheese??

Legend of berries..

Dan kept asking why no liquered berries. n here's why...

The first time i attempted, i swallowed everything even b4 i remember to snap a pic of them.

The second attempt, i made cake outta it. The next day it disappeared from my fridge. Its not my fault.

I attempted again last week. Its in preparation of the cake i'm making tmr.. n its meant for someone special. Soooo... Dan, lets jus put it this way. Take a Queue number. Call my secretary. ;)

n by the way, these berries take 1 whole week to ferment to perfection.. n i dont produce in mass. i'm not a factory worker.

Tuesday with claudia

its a crazy week for me.. worked since yesterday. hit the studio at 9+am, ran ard different hotels supervising photo shoots till evening. n thing is only slept at 5am on monday morning. amazing?

n my day didn't jus end there. last shoot ended at 8pm, holiday inn atrium hotel, the old concorde.. only then i got to take a break. went out, bought delifrance back to eat n i literally almost knock off immediate e moment i lie on e bed. crazy day... decided to spend e night there to get away from e madness at home n to get some sound sleep. thou didn't really sleep tat well, it was jus getting away from e huge pile of work i jus dont wanna face..

recap of events.. austin made me something n i got the pleasant surprise on saturday. he had been talking abt "making this suprise".. n i jus couldn't think of anything tat needs to be made except a puzzle. haha.. couldn't get his hints of wt is was earlier. he said, "in the eyes of others its incomplete. but he left it tat way to make it complete.." ok something like tat. confusing n intellectual stuff..

n *tadaaa.....*

its a clay figurine of "HAPPY" of the 7 dwarfs... sooooooo sweet rite... :D



so he says in the eyes of others its no complete.. cos its white. why white? cos he wants my life to be happy n colorful to bring color to "HAPPY"... aawww... he's jus so good with his thoughts n words.. thanks Buddy!! thou u kept saying its filled with flaws n its not perfect as u wanted it to be, i appreciate e time n effort. esp u were in e midst of exams earlier.. THANK YOU!!

man i jus realised i indeed has such a goldfish memory i forgotten to snap his watch when i saw him yesterday.. next time next time!! mus remember.... should be this model if i'm not wrong.. anyway it looks somethng like tat..





i guess i MUS give credit to austin apart from his remarkable craftmanship, his perfectly white n straight teeth.... (jus like mine.. )hahaa..... why do i look like i'm struggling him? nono.. how would i ever hate him? hahaa.... he's drama king i tell u.. :P

I'm nt being selfish here.. i like my silly face. i jus decided to mask out some drama tat's all. hahaaaa....

Weekend Review

Weekend was eventful. alot of fun, alot of laughters, alot of money spent and also alot of tears n heartaches. a good balance ya?

Saturday
Gken n i met up earlier to shop for Raymond's present. Bought him a leather wallet and a watch, both from Quiksilver. i like the wallet. leather's pretty hardy stuff. design's kinda rugged n funky.. nothing too old. nice.. should haf pictures from laine's cam. wait till she uploads it. i'll post again. bought austin's present as well.. his long awaited Sovil et Titus watch. showed e rest e watch, they all think its not very nice. i thought so too at first. kinda vintage. black face n gold letterings.. sounds old? but actually it looks rather nice on austin's hand. mus take a picture of it e next time i see him..

bought dinner on saturday @ hotel Le Meridien.. international buffet.. food's kinda ok. reason i bought an expensive dinner was cos No1: i got new jobs and i'm enjoying it very much. No.2: its for 2 of my dearest buddies austin and raymond.. their birthdays.. No. 3: i jus wanted to haf a good time with my close friends. its a pity Geetha didn't make it thou. owe her a treat cos she was the one who got me the new job.

time check: 4:45am.. started this entry at 1:50am. haha.. was on e phone with austin all this while n i cant even remember wat i wanna talk abt. anyway.. its a busy week ahead. nightmare infact.. well.. rant on tmr. pictures now.. *cheers!*



Cindy! What are u doing?!?! oops! caught in the act.. haha....

Raymond! Old already still acting childish... shame shame.. :P

"There's always room for dessert....." *yummy...!!!*

My dear buddy.. i wish we could be happy as we r in our pics all e time.. when u're upset, i'll feel upset.. when u cry, i wanna cry with u.. *hugz* no matter how tough life has proven to be, u gotta be strong ya? when all else fails, u still haf me.

Food Galore...

Yet another piggin out session today... shan't rant abt the "freak incident" cos its like 2am now.. anyway lets jus pass tat.. we'll talk abt e happier stuff..

so laine n i were at thai express. our dear june came to our mind.. so we decided to do her a favour, snap pictures for her! hahaa... do i sound a bit evil? :P

I hope this post makes u hungry! hehee...




"Want a bite? hehee...."

Happy birthday Raymond Dear!!

Oh 12th October... My dear Raymond's birthday!!

Birthday boy.. In honour of you, this post shall remain on the top of the list for as long as the next 3 days to declare to everyone u're getting old! haha...

This sweet guy here is my bestest buddy.. standing in line with June, Elaine, Cindy n Austin.. He calls me to bug me to take my medications when i'm sick.. He rushed from town to keep me company when i got news i was very sick months ago.. He's the 1 guy tat i trust with all my heart, aside from my dad, i know no matter wat he'll never break my heart, Again. hehe..

Bro i'm who i am today cos God gave me u guys as my pillar of strength.. As we continue to support n learn from each other through the many days of our lives, thanks for being part of my beautiful memories. N if u dont actually know, the times we were together we extremely short yet it was e sweetest memories i had when it comes to relationship. Words cant tell u how glad i am to still haf u as my best fren when we share our every single piece of life. *Muack Muack*!!!

Happy 21st birthday.. (wipe ur tears a bit. hahaa....)

Work

Alright, i've got a new project on hand now.. Got to know Nic and by chance, I'm recruited! hehe.. so now we're taking up the ambient and transit advertising for Transitions. u know.. the transition lenses thing, ya! tat Transitions.. so keep ur eyes peeled. I'm excited abt wat lies ahead cos we figured the concepts we had today was pretty solid.

Now, the difference btw working n school. The limitations n expectations of school really bores me quite a bit. I'm suppose to be working on my Sainsbury project but i jus feel so dead.. had been working on it since 2 months ago n seriously i'm sick n tired of it. Sigh.. still gotta press on. but the thing is my brain's already dead. i'd jus stare blankly at the pile of thrash. completely clueless how to make it better. wats the point of making me do something tat i'm jus doing for the sake of getting over n done with? Oh Jesus Christ... *sigh*

How things r different at work.. the ideas jus flow.. u dont even think out of the box cos there's no box at all. right now i'm jus completely driveless when i stare at my project. even talking abt it is a pain.. argh!!! SAVE me...

Tuesday atop the Sambuca!

Its an extremely long.. happening day.. lots to update n rant about..

Lets jus summarize work with extremely long lunch.
Retrieving my hp n wallet from home, popped by prop house n printers.. Had teochew noodles for lunch but bcos i spilled half i had instant noodles later..

Met Austin to catch movie n dinner.. but i was disappointed to know Shaw@bugis was not showing Everlasting Regret n i cant understand why.. *sigh* anyway we settled for Tim Burton's Corpse Bride..


Can u believe i've been this not updated i thought it was a horror movie? of cos Austin had a good laugh. I did too at the show. haha..



Dinner was satisfying.. Fish n Co.. can believe i haven visited this place since my 19th birthday? haha.. 2 yrs sure flew passed.. n i guess it was exceptionally nice (thou i was awwing in pain cos of ulcers) cos it was Austin's treat.. hehee.. (tat also spells big present cos his big day is coming! hahaa....)


Thou i'm already super tired n nt too well, decided to drop by laine's place b4 home. This poor thing had been stressed out by work.. n i didn't help her at all with the video part much as i wanted to.. so decided to buy some food n dessert to give her a treat. Tuesday night.. i never expected traffic to be THIS disastrous...

Forget abt getting cabs at chinatown after night falls cos i'm always trapped there. So took the NEL n thought to myself i'll get outta town then hop on a cab to save some time. BAD CHOICE! Got out at Potong Pasir.. hailed a cab.. then the nightmare happened. Was caught in a massive jam btw Hougang n SengKang area. Trapped there for half an hr. My dinner was almost coming outta me. Best part. It cost me 15 bucks to get from Potong Pasir to SengKang.. GREAT!

Caught Junie on webcam.. man! i had a great laugh. we took a few videos. i wish i could post it here but i'm too lazy to figure out. anyway a pic of june's stupid face caught on cam! hehee... she's gonna kill me.. *oops!* :D




Tat spells the end of the day for me.. more cranky entries in a few hrs? hehehee.....
ok i've been pretty vain.. so i'll end of with pictures of my perfect hair days.. also testing the camera out a little. hahaa...























right.. good night folks!!

Art of Sambuca


Replying to dan on how do u drink a sambuca.. so a lil's research comes a long way! Read on...

Ways to Drink a Sambuca

1. The boring way
Dilute it with water. Makes a pleasant long drink (or so they tell me).

2. The traditional way
You pop two coffee beans in your mouth, chew them, set the shot on fire, put it out and drink it. This is the way described on the bottle, and supposedly the "right" way.

3. The cool way
You take the sambuca into your mouth, but don't swallow. Wipe your lips so that none of the sambuca is on your lips. Tilt your head back, and open you mouth, and have your friend light a match, a light the sambuca in your mouth. Wait until you can feel it burning, (it's not as dangerous as it sounds) and then close you mouth. Shake it around and then swallow. This is of course the way my friends and I do it, and it always attracts peoples attention. Try it out at your local, dimly lit pub, impress you friends at the party and have fun.

Courtesy of http://www.efd.lth.se/~d94tn/sambuca.html


Personally i think 3's nuts.. only do this if its e first shot of the night. or as Don mocks, u might jus burn ur nostril's hair! disgusting.. (now i wonder if his is popping outta his nose! *chuckles*)

Anyway im actually looking forward to trying it the traditional way where u chew the beans.. apparently someone asked the waiter wat the beans were doing when its caught swimming in the liquor, he jus replied plainly its to give it flavour. well WRONG ANSWER dude! i'll return 1 day n educate him a little. hehee...

Snaily Monday...

Day crawled pass today.. The video editing is driving me nuts. errors i cant troubleshoot always gets me hopping mad. totally pissed with softwares.. n the injustice elaine has to suffer.. sigh.. Girl u really need to work smart la!

nothing to talk abt today. too tired n stoned. jus enjoy raymond's birthday pics..

U guys should try this seafood bowl @ swensons.. nice stuff!

This ridiculous sign at the ktv's toilet.. amusing..

Obviously Gken is drunk..

E scene of crime..

Woooo... zuo yong you bao!!



Revenge of the "EXes".. hahaa... (look damn thrashy here but i tot its amusing.. whatever...)

These boys sure look Gay! lol..

There are alot more pictures but i think they're pretty Xrated to be posted here. wuhahahaa...

Planning a house party this coming weekend as make up dinner for my dear raymond.. *sshhh!!* he doesn't know.. n prob wont get to see this. hehee... i'll make Banana chocolate cake as requested from him! dinner will also consist of baked pasta and homemade sweet crepes aside from my usual barbecue fare - hot wings? drunken prawns? cheese lobsters? sambal stingray? teriyaki salmon steak?? sounds yummy?

sorry folks but only 10 sittings n ALL RESERVED FOR MY VIPs already!!! aawww.... try booking me for xmas? ;)

FOR AUSTIN

last nite was ultimate. we had alot of fun.. thou the running of it was rather unsmooth earlier, things got better much later in the night. i'm running out to meet jeekhen for the pictures cos he had done the great favour of compiling the pics from both our cameras. oh did i mentioned it was by pure coincidence tat we both got the exact same camera? hehee...

ok this entry is extremely important.

the moment i peeled my eyelids open n read my msges.. Austin's sms was "SO SAD..." at 5am.. then i panicked. picked up the phone n dialed for him...

still tucked in bed, he mumbled while i asked "what went wrong.." and he said he was sad cos he was not mentioned in my blog.....
hahaaa... couldn't stop laughing..

Austin BABY!! This is for you... Dont sob ok! Hahaa... Not tat u're nt mentioned in my blog.. jus tat when i mentioned how much i missed u while u were in brunei, u didn't get to read it. so now, scroll down to archieves n read those posted while u're away.. n u'll know i stop mentioning cos my frens were getting bored of me talking abt u. hahahaa.... silly...


right peeps i gotta run to meet bro to get my memory card. stay tune.. it's gonna be PICTURES GALORE!!!

Cold Saturday..

woo... cant believe i'm freezing. didn't even on my aircon. rainy day.. its nice to tuck under blankie now. hehe..

i'm in a good mood today. in fact very good mood. 1 of the reason is we're celebrating our dear raymond's birthday. alot of uncertainties the whole wk ahead cos he almost couldn't get outta camp. think he's been pretty faithfully going to church. tat's why God decided he deserve his weekend to celebrate his 21st birthday with his beloved friends.. hehee.... i'm sure there'll be loads of pictures to upload tmr..

anyway.. there's another thing tat got me really happy but i guess i shan't disclose for now cos nothing's concrete yet.. nothing to do with relationships as raymond speculated. its work base.. so when i get things sorted out n confirmed, i'll declare it. hehe.. for me only my close buddies know.. *ssshhhh...*

Obviously Geetha was Hungry.. (^.^)

The birthday boy Martin...

The chocolate cake tat would put all other chocolate cake to shame.. man it was heavenly sin!!

Its Janice on e left.. Valerie on e right.. the french girl in e centre.. her name's O'furly.. hope i spelt tat right..

Ok i cant remember wat shooter is this.. was it B52 or the cock sucking cowboy? *scratch head* but both were nice anyway...

The final showdown.. Flaming Sambuca..

right.. there were more pics.. jus tat i'm nt too good with this cam so it turned out blur.. anyway.. hopefully better pictures 2nite! :D

TGIF @ Fluid Bar

woo.. haven been drinking for a while.. i mus give compliments to the shooters @ fluid bar. nice stuff! there's butterscotch vodka.. B52.. cock sucking cowboy.. man.. they're all lovely! esp those with baileys.. OOOooo... love it!

too tired n lazy to upload pics now. a little high. a little spinning. why? cos i downed chivas when i'm home. haha.. crazy! ciao.. pics be up tmr.. ;)

ooo... thou i felt like i was talking to air.. it was so much fun talking to june! didn't manage to video conference cos my "isight" is failing me, i'm glad we could chat thru this application Skype.. n of cos u need a mic la..

something's wrong with my system today.. msn got screwed. now safari is dying on me. prob should take some time off to reformat this.. or better, install TigerOSX.. hm... wonder where to get e software.

anyway think gotta foil plans to devil's tmr cos my leg's nt getting any better. can anyone tell me how did i even strain the joint btw my pelvic n thigh bone? dont even know e medical term for tat part. anyway it hurts so bad i cant get up n down steps. someone was asking me to join him at gotham. some crazy gigglo party going on.. but seriously cant go anywhere unless this pain gets better. sigh.. cant even get on with training! seriously don wanna start all over again.

suppose to bake cake tmr. hopefully i can crawl out to get ingredients. ray wants banana choc cake. it'll be first attempt. i hope i dont screw up else he'll still haf to eat it anyway. hehee... this poor boy says he might nt get to book outta camp. see! with great ability comes great responsibility! *ray did i make u sound important? *chuckles*

workcheck didn't turn out too good for me. but i'll give myself a break n only fret over it next wk on. was thinking of a getaway. so if seriously ray cant celebrate his bday this wk, i'll jus take a train up to KL n spend e weekend there. nt jus physically burnt out from e crazy period but emotionally tired again.. why¿? cos daniel made me repeat my sob story again. sigh.. see! all ur fault dan.. u should sponsor my getaway! :P

stop looking away la.. u can run but u cant hide! hehee...


this should write away my debt to u. hahaaa...

right its getting too late. nitez folk! posted is june's pic in oxford.. enjoy.

Laugh ppl.. LAUGH!! :D

oh the ppl in my office r getting too creative. i'm so proud to be the most talked abt person in office. from a freelance graphics editor to the mistress of AD.

Mistress = HOT + Sexy + the innate ability to make men spend their fortune on them.

not bad at all. i'm flattered. totally flattered. so in their eyes i'm hot and sexy.. cool! no wonder they're so jealous of me. sigh.. dont be too jealous. i know how horrible it feels to be ugly n to age ungracefully. but ask me nicely. i might drop u a few beauty tip. but first get a couple of botox jab first, AUNTIES!! *eyes rolling*

tat didn't spoil my day.

anyway! i heard this lame shit on the radio.. amused me totally n made my day.

a man walks into the lift and lady smiles at him and says, "T.G.I.F.."

man smiles back and says, "S.H.I.T.."

lady was shocked and repeats herself, "T.G.I.F..!!"

man still smiles and says, "S.H.I.T.."

she couldn't take it anymore and say, "for God's sake TGIF means Thank Goodness its Friday!!"



n guess wat the man replied?



"well S.H.I.T. means Sweet Heart Its THURSDAY!!!"


hahhaaa... ok i cant stop laughing abt this.. should tune in to Class 95 every morning. Flying dutchman and Glenn's really funny n it makes my day. :)

someone asked why am i so "chong hei" (long winded)... always blogging when i haf nothing to do.

point is.. i do haf alot of things to do. the only reason i'm blogging rite now is cos i'm in office n there's nothing to do for e time being. some irritating clerk in e office jus got attached like few days ago.. flowers got delivered to e office n all e aunties r going ga-ga over her.. now u get a clearer picture why i'm rotting? cos no one else is working. so why should i? i'm actually upset cos i'm wasting time. haf so much to do at home n made to come here n sit here watch old maids wow over flowers. keep out from me man! its roses... yucks!

am i sounding sour? yes i'm sour. damn sour. go indulge in ur wonderland for all i care. dont dig into my wounds. not when i'm keeping to myself in my corner. "When was the last time you're in love?" *eyes rolling* BITCH!

Reply + fake smile + eyes weren't even looking => "Wat last time? I'm in love all the time... Jus dont see the need to declare my love to the world, looking like an idiot when the phone rings. Tat's all.."

i'm damn sure i jus made some enemies in office.. if nt for boss i wouldn't even wanna come back when i didn't get to sleep a wink. Don's doing outdoor shoot today. no one to entertain n be nice to me. sobz..

Skip if in doubt. following is jus a personal reminder.

the pursuit for love is a marathon tat last as long as eternal. no one likes being lonely. but tat doesn't means u settle for anything less rite? i'm constantly reminding myself to wisen up. i know wat i wan n tat's it. dont consider anything else. cant afford anymore regrets n anymore heart aches.. i still haf a long way to go. take ur time dear! u wouldn't wanna face someone as long as 40-50 yrs rite? face it. no one can be interesting forever. eventually love becomes a habit we cant live without be it good or bad. it becomes a commitment u haf to bear whether u like it or not. scary enough? u better be.

The day is still beautiful.. should haf brought my cam with me. i'm falling asleep. head's spinning.. zombie in transition..

Life is Still Beautiful...

while at work through the night, i kept wondering why i had mascara smudges when i didnt even put on makeup these days.. then i tot.. prob e last nite i put on i didn't clean up thoroughly n rubbing my eyes causes the stain..

6am.. couldn't take it anymore. i'm so tired after staying up for 2 nights. took a cold shower to perk myself up. so b4 splatting on toner moisturizer, etc.. wanted to clean up those smudges. n GOSH! i tell u.. freaked me out. there was no stains. its my dark rings tat was so bad tat looked like i didn't clean my mascara.. skin was literally dried up. was peeling ard nose area n forehead. ARGH!.. lack of sleep is damaging to the body man... but as far as i know, i haven know any designers tat sleeps earlier than 3am. sigh...

tummy's growling.. i'm hungry. but i'm nt even done yet. wonder how am i gonna pull thru e day. its tempting to plonk into bed now. but no! still far from completing.. cant afford to relax now and screw things up last minute.

after work yesterday, went bowling at MtFaber Safra.. haven played for few weeks n i totally screwed up my games. sigh... sis's tornament is coming on 22nd..



tat's my very pro sister @ work.. was in pretty top form last nite, highest was 175.. my bro-in-law was 187.. totally crazy..

anyway... *yawn*.. its dawn.. was raining the whole night.. finally sky's cleared.. brand new day.. tuesday.. i'm 26 hrs away from workcheck.


looks like the real ipod?? its jus my illustration for ad.. ;)

dawn - its moments like this tat always make me feel life is still beautiful after all.. being able to still see the sun rise, i'm thankful. things never seem to happen the way we expect it. things r never smooth sailing. shit always happen at moments u were most desperate. yet a moment like this reminds me.. no matter how bad things are, its nt the end of the world. there's always a way.. there's always tomorrow..


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savour this beautiful day folks... *muacks!*