someone asked why am i so "chong hei" (long winded)... always blogging when i haf nothing to do.

point is.. i do haf alot of things to do. the only reason i'm blogging rite now is cos i'm in office n there's nothing to do for e time being. some irritating clerk in e office jus got attached like few days ago.. flowers got delivered to e office n all e aunties r going ga-ga over her.. now u get a clearer picture why i'm rotting? cos no one else is working. so why should i? i'm actually upset cos i'm wasting time. haf so much to do at home n made to come here n sit here watch old maids wow over flowers. keep out from me man! its roses... yucks!

am i sounding sour? yes i'm sour. damn sour. go indulge in ur wonderland for all i care. dont dig into my wounds. not when i'm keeping to myself in my corner. "When was the last time you're in love?" *eyes rolling* BITCH!

Reply + fake smile + eyes weren't even looking => "Wat last time? I'm in love all the time... Jus dont see the need to declare my love to the world, looking like an idiot when the phone rings. Tat's all.."

i'm damn sure i jus made some enemies in office.. if nt for boss i wouldn't even wanna come back when i didn't get to sleep a wink. Don's doing outdoor shoot today. no one to entertain n be nice to me. sobz..

Skip if in doubt. following is jus a personal reminder.

the pursuit for love is a marathon tat last as long as eternal. no one likes being lonely. but tat doesn't means u settle for anything less rite? i'm constantly reminding myself to wisen up. i know wat i wan n tat's it. dont consider anything else. cant afford anymore regrets n anymore heart aches.. i still haf a long way to go. take ur time dear! u wouldn't wanna face someone as long as 40-50 yrs rite? face it. no one can be interesting forever. eventually love becomes a habit we cant live without be it good or bad. it becomes a commitment u haf to bear whether u like it or not. scary enough? u better be.

The day is still beautiful.. should haf brought my cam with me. i'm falling asleep. head's spinning.. zombie in transition..