my post was not meant to direct at anyone. its jus my thought. my anger. my frustrations.

i blog when i'm sick n tired of my life to release my emotions. truly my emotions. but i dont mean things tat way. words jus become harsh when u're emotional. like a pit of fire. after it runs outta oxygen, it dies out. n i'm back to my controllable mode.

i still understand everyone meant well when they say things will be fine. much as i'm blinded with e fact "things are not fine now"... i jus dont like having hopes and then got dashed. it hurts so much.

today i'm down with gastritis. lack of sleep gives me headaches. situation at hm depresses me further. i'm tired. i dunno wat i wanna do to make myself better. stay home n rot or go out?