Feeling emotional today.

My wednesday was planned as such i was going to collect my medical report in e morning, then head for dental appointment at 1130. afterwhich meet elaine to catch up. i told u plans never work the way i wanted it to be.

i woke up with a sweet surprise. dear says he'll accompany me to the clinic to pick up my report. had been e longest time since someone accompanied me to e docs.. n i truly appreciate e effort.. i cancelled dental appointment due to budget contrain.. this month is truly tight.. sigh...

i'm utterly upset. i haf so much to say, yet dunno where to begin. i made austin angry cos of some dumb things i've done. my mind has been in a complete blank. i cant think, much as i wanted to come home to self reflect and think things through. i guess at e end of it, my biggest weakness - indecisiveness.. softhearted..

i regret doing the wrong things.. i wanna make things right... i'm willing to put in my 101% to build e trust again..