:: a little bit of claudia ::

Friday, January 06, 2006

Has been some time since i've came into this space. Its time to do some spring cleaning for the coming Chinese New Year...

First of all, my heartful wishes to all my dearest buddies, friends and anonymous readers.. May this new 2006 be smooth and peaceful. May everyone be in the pink of health and be in happiness and bliss.. I was on the verge of losing someone very very dear to me last yr. So everyone heed my words, treasure wat u haf in ur life right now. Some things.. once u lose it, no amount of tears will bring it back...

Technically, work has been pretty smooth for me till now. thou i'm stressed up cos i barely haf time for anything. Not even time to see my dearest buddies and snap pictures like i used to do.. but i'm glad my rice bowl is still there. School has started. I'm under immensed stress cos i'm going through a mental block when it comes to school. i jus cant think... how? I'm still sitting n waiting for inspiration to come to me..

My dear friends will know i was in an emotional turmoil earlier. shan't go into details but i know most will be happy for me to know what i spent almost an entire yr waiting for.. has became my reality.. effort paid off? i guess so.. i'm taking things slowly. one thing is claudia cant make up her mind and cant make decisions. how? i let time do its job.. with time, things will become stable.. things becomes clearer.. and of cos the right path to take will surface..

wat right path u're asking?

i've applied for an arts institution in New york.. but i'm still thinking to go overseas or not.. my family commitment is the major issue.. how can i leave at this point of time? yet opportunity waits for no man.. there's alot of dilemma.. n of cos now tat i haf my "other half" to consider... so which path? well fret not.. let God show me the way...

many times in our life we make mistakes.. we hurt people and get hurt in return.. i hate hurting anyone cos it hurts me twice as hard as i've inflicted the pain.. being emotional is wat makes and breaks me. my indecisiveness causes hurt. someone pls wake me up and give me an idea on wat to do?

well 2006 started in a not too nice picture for me. but i'm gonna make it through and make my memories of it beautiful..

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