:: a little bit of claudia ::

Sunday, July 23, 2006

Has been countless times i've felt this space is so depressing and i jus cant help it. Yet there jus seem to be more and more similar post. Every word seem to be repeated again and again. How boring can i be? Its a shame.

There is a void within me i jus cant seem to fill. I need a spark to ignite some energy in my life. I've been figuring for a long time what that spark is.

Sometimes it daunts me to realise i have very vague memories of my very own life. And the reason behind it is i've probably been wasting 80% my life away. Days so insignificant when i look back in my life i cant seem to recall much events.

While i'm trying to wean off my medications, i'm fighting against the side effects and withdrawal symptoms. Its like i've been hooked on drugs and now i'm kicking the habit. When i feel depressed, i remind myself constantly its jus the side effects and i jus gotta bear with it. I made it thru today quite smoothly. Yet all of a sudden my tears somehow found its way to the brim of my eyes and i dont even know why its happening. Strange huh?

Its a tiring day. Been feeling sick since 3am. Gastritis. It sucks to feel nauseous all day n ur head feels like its gonna burst anytime. *feeling faint*

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