:: a little bit of claudia ::

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

It is a bad monday night. I blame it on the depressing weather. It has been raining for the past 12 hours.

I couldn't sleep well last night bcos i kept having recurring dreams. Nightmares more like it actually. There were ppl after my life. Alot of running n killing. A bloody nightmare. I woke up with my heart pounding...

Today i feel damn wierd cos i cant stop pigging out. I raid my house for chocolates and savouries.. I was dying for ice-cream, but cos of e wet weather i couldn't buy it. In case i couldn't get a cab home on time..

Guess as it draws nearer to the New Year.. The more i realise i couldn't get over him. I kept getting flash backs of how i braved the rain on New Year's Eve to be with him the moment disaster strikes.. How we hugged n cried.. How he cried when he thought i was just about to leave him.. How i realise i never wanna do that after all..

Flash backs.. Memories.. Fresh streams of tears.. My mind kept playing back the beautiful times like a broke tape recorder.

I wish i could have him back.. But i've lost all rights.. I'll never be good enough for him again.

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