Spent the afternoon researching at the National Library. Apparently the more i read, the more confused i am. I started a little on my introduction though. I will return tmr to try to complete my work by end of this week before my next pile of work crashes on me on Monday.

I took out my course notes and textbooks for term 2. I thought i have 1 light n 1 heavy module. But i jus realised they might turn out to be 2 heavy modules for me. Firstly i cant understand what they are about. And i am getting a kinda phobia things will get messed up again this term. I'll just press on and see how things goes after seminar. Once i clear my essay on hand i will be able to focus on term 2's work fully.

These days i feel a bit weary. Afraid to take on what's ahead of me. I'm not sure what's holding me back. Somehow there's a phobia to move on though i know i have nothing to lose. But i promise myself i will be more religious and eat properly from now on and i hope it will help lift me spiritually.

Last night i had dinner @ yogihub. It's an organic cafe that serves nice vegetarian food near little india(behind tekka mall). Whenever i feel stressed up or sick, i'd yearn for fresh food. It's like my body needs to detox itself.

I hope i can sustain this healthier diet for a longer time..

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