I'll be starting work in a brand new environment tomorrow.. will be heading for medical check first then to office in noon for meeting with the various departments. I can then leave after that.. So actually work officially only start on tuesday. Hopefully i'll get to meet my new boss tmr. Was told she'll only start work at a later date than me..

The weekend has been pretty emotional for me. Blame it on my raging hormones.. Today things sort of got worse. Had to resort to pop mood stabilizers which i stayed cleared for the past year. Well it wasn't a bad thing also. At least i stay in control of my emotions.. It really isn't a good thing to be feeling this way jus before i start a new job. But i suppose i'll be in control and make it through..

Yesterday evening i had a surprise before i went for my haircut. Uncle Paul from bangkok sprang on a surprise visit at home. This family friend played great host when i visit bangkok for meeting 1 year back.. tat visit, austin was with me. After the usual "hellos", the question popped up, "so how's austin?".. i was stunned for a second..

Had dinner with edmond last night after my haircut. My saturday night was suppose to be quite eventful. Made plans to go to Cafe del Mar and play mahjong after that. But i didn't turn up for that cos i simply wasn't in the mood.. *sigh* My classmate Austin has been really nice n sweet to even offer to be my chauffeur to try to cheer me up.. (thou sometimes he can be really irritating also la! but this time at least he's nice la. hee..) In the end i still didn't go to CDM cos i think i shldn't go spoil the mood..

So so.. i ended up ranting all kinda nonsense through dinner. Everything from studies to friends to family.. i jus went on n on. Haha.. i did feel better after talking so much. Thanks Edmond for being a great listening ear.. It's always nice to have a friend who listens on a moody day..

I feel so blessed to have this 2 friends who tries hard enough to cheer me up despite my horrible mood. I guess life is beautiful after all... *smile*

Everybody wish me good luck at work tmr ok!! :D