Wednesday, March 14, 2007
I'm not sure what exactly is wrong with myself. It's 4:30am. I've been trying to write 1 news article for the past 16 hrs and i just cant get anything going.
At first i got 1 article up. Then the more i read it, the more i realise there is a structural problem with it. But somehow i cannot rectify the error. So i decided i should write a brand new article. But somehow i'm really clueless about writing this article. I dont think it's something very hard that i cannot manage. But somehow i'm jus getting nowhere.. What is wrong with me? Mental blockage?? Or wat? How come i dont even know for sure what's wrong.. it feels so wierd.
So i have sort of screwed up 2 deadlines now. What are the practical steps i should take to rectify the problem i have now? I asked myself repeatedly..
The only thing that is keeping me awake would be caffeine. But other than being awake physically i guess my mind has shut down already. It feels so strange to be awake but yet dead at the same time. I even suspect i'm beginning to sound nonsensical.. Am i??
This is a strange post. So strange...