Monday, August 15, 2005
...//rantOn voLume2...
i guess i do get extra wordy on days im stressed up.. its MY way of relieving stress.. i've been waiting n waiting.. waiting for files to export.. loading fonts.. printing.. taking so much time. painfully irritating.. i'm using a font tat cant be embedded.. gotta convert all to path all over again.. then export again.. n again.. n again... if exporting too many times will cause file damage, my mac probably be exploded by now. u can imagine how many freaking times i used tat function..
time is really zooming pass me too fast.. cant catch up with e world. its already mid of august.. came across my mind earlier, my 21st birthday party seemed jus days ago.. when mum was hospitalised it seemed like last month.. its actually 5 months ago?! tat's a hell long time cos it felt like yesterday. while i still rant n complain abt my previous relationships n misfortune.. HEY! it all happened more than a year ago.. to be frank i cant even remember when i ended e much painful relationship. but time does flew pass so quickly i cant believe it.
sis is turning 30 in another 2 yrs.. probably be mummy by then. i'll be 23.. guess i'll still be studying. its my good fortune. hopefully.. then when i start working officially.. i'll be like 25? tat's only 5 yrs to 30.. it seem even more impossible now when i say i wanna make my first million by then. should i lower my goal to like owning a car instead? hahaa... but maybe it'll all be different IF i meet some freaking rich husband.. hur hur... i'm dreaming with my eyes open n my fingers running on keys..
i'm taking forever to finish this. watever. volume3 will be up soon.