...//Stress...

i'm back here again.. the same blog i started yrs ago.. deleted all previous post n started all over.. was reading thru e old ones n i guess its jus too much pain in them.. i have too much happier things to update now. wont wanna haf them there to clash with my present n future..

totally frustrated with friendster.. guess they work under bill gates. i always feel they're not exactly mac friendly. anyhoo.. i have so much to say these days.. n when i realise i cant post for e past few days, trust me all e hair plucking experience ain't fun. *sobz*

its early friday morning. jus got home from "Wedding crashers".. totally whacky n funny... i'm glad i didn't miss it.. n wat beats watching it with 1 of ur best friend? :) it was like a short getaway from my stress n crazy school load.. everyone's freaking out. but i'm trying to stay calm n take things as it comes. resting is essential for this marathon. work aside..

kinda met a small accident today.. got knoced down by a lorry while picking up documents in marina sq's carpark last afternoon. nt exactly injured but got a bump on my left head.. feels swollen n heavy now. ear was bleeding n i got treatment from e hospital. jus to remove e blood blot in e ear. things dont seem too right. but its ok i'm taking things well. (reassuring myself.)

got home n kinda crashed on e bed for 2 hrs. didn't sleep soundly cos e stress was too intensed. but i woke up with a few concepts for my ads. i'm glad i caught some rest cos after this few moments of slacking i gotta get myself back on e work track. life can be such a pain.. but i guess its all gonna be worth it. i'm looking forward to walking out of lasalle with a good diploma next yr. hey! why am i back on work again? see! this stress is jus eating me up.

got a pleasant surprise today.. 1 of my fren cum ex colleague gave birth to twins last evening. a boy n a girl.. i'm so happy for her.. it came as a pleasant surprise for her cos during all e scannings etc, e doctor didn't detect anything.. i wonder if e doc was sleeping. but i guess e surprise paid it all off.. i'm looking forward to seeing this 2 lovely angels soon.

friday.. was hoping my buddies would come over 2 my place 2nite for a drink, jus sit ard n chat a bit.. but i guess everyone's jus as busy.. well we'll c how it goes.. i'm glad to hear from chick earlier.. invitation to his commissioning on oct. but of cos i'll appear.. even if i have to gate crash. heee.. i guess nothing beats having such great buddies we were there for u all e time u needed support.

was kinda unpleasantly shocked by someone's lewd request.. felt disapppointed and upset cos it was a close fren. e memories will remain within me but i guess i'll never look at him e same way again. i'm glad raymond n austin was there to cheer me up n made me laugh when i felt so disappointed with guys. this 2 buddies never fail to remind n prove to me nice guys still exist.. n i'm perhaps super lucky to haf a few beside me all the time? :D

i MUST give austin credits for giving me alot of support in my project. he's like e creative director.. my source of inspiration n technical support. hee... my model + advisor.. gave me such great ideas for my ads. though it was rejected by my lecturer, i mus still say i really think this guy is so creative.. n if u r reading this, ur head dont swell too big ok.. dont float till u hit e ceiling. hee.. remain confident.. but not arrogantly confident hor? heee...

*heave a sigh of relief* feel much better after ranting.. hee.. its time to get back to work. thou i'm kinda tired.. hm.. maybe i'll sleep n wake up early? nt sure yet.. well.. good night.. whoever's reading...