A very temperamental entry...

ok call me a sucker.. i'm damn happy cos of e unexpected call last nite. hahahaaaaaa........ u dont haf to know who tat is anyway. :P

thank God its FRIDAY.... a rather happening day for me. hmmmm......

woke up late cos i didnt sleep well last nite. shoulder's muscle ache was killing me. the pain was so bad it went up my head.. thou e nice call elevated my pain a bit, hahaa... but i jus couldn't sleep in a comfortable position. so i went for massage at The Tamarind Spa at serangoon gardens.. did a javanese massage by this malay lady.. my God i was practically holding my breathe for the first half hour.. she went so deep into my muslces i was almost tearing.. but i know without some pressure the tension wont be released. as it went on, e pain got better and indeed i felt better. but of cos rite now, my felt like my whole back got bruised. but tat lady is really good.. i didn't even haf to tell her where hurts.. she KNOWS! like a psychic. hahaaa... anyway i hope i recover soon...

today was one of e rare times i lost my temper at a complete stranger. was waiting for elaine at the station, listening to my ipod.. then a guy approached me with a digital SLR.. he showed me some pictures. he snapped me when i wasn't looking. was completely shocked. he went on rattling abt his talent search shit.. i haven spoke a word as yet. i offed my ipod n told him in the face to stop talking. i told him to delete the pictures n at first he said he cant. i blew my top. i told him if he dont delete it himself i will personally format the damn memory stick n dont fuck ard with me when i do photography. i could haf sue him for infringement of privacy. i took e cam n dbl check making sure he deleted everything. i saw many other pictures of girls.. WAT A PERVERT! the worst thing he looked like tat fucker Steven Lim.. jus too bad he got an irritating face i lost my temper at. i felt completely violated by idiots like this...

i walked away.. e girls were still on e way. went walking ard.. tried on clothes at warehouse n FCUK.. kinda upset i think i look horrible in jeans now. cant seem to fit into those low rise jeans cos i freaking haf a flat butt. thou i'm a dress size smaller now, i'm not happy AT ALL... sigh.. i better start looking into those bust enhancement recipe.

we left town kinda early, abt 7.. i came home first cos my hair was oily from the massage.. was suppose to shower but i ended talking to mum for a while.. didn't haf time to shower so i jus changed a bit n gone out again.. the impromtu girl's night out! heheee....



met laine n june @ grapevine.. cindy n ade came in much later.. was so much fun playing the crap ASSHOLE game. hahaa...
















The BABES without claudia.. jus aint complete. hahahaaaaaa.....




If you notice the difference in quality, u notice the change in photographer. *grinz*


















Oh pls! stop acting cute... these camera whores! :P

sooo... got home n still deciding to wash my hair or not. laine says anyway blading in morning will get dirty also. i agree. hee.. so i'll let my hair be seasoned in lavender oil for few more hours.. i'm starting to get e jitters.. work's already pouring in! man.. term 2 haven even start officially. anyway.. perhaps getting busy is e best way to keep my mind from wondering "too far"... stop me from thinking "too much"... refrain myself from falling too deep.. hahaaa... ya work keeps me sane. um...

alrightz i gotta wakie early to go blading.. i hope i'm nt a sleepyhead too much. hee..


You were gone and it was all wrong
Had no idea how much I cared

You found someone else
You had every reason
You know I can’t blame you for runnin’
Two people together but living alone
I was spreading my love too thin

Now being without you
Takes a lot of getting used to
Should learn to live with it
But I don’t want to
Living without you
Is all a big mistake
Instead of getting easier
It’s the hardest thing to take
I’m addicted to you
You’re a hard habit to break