Ordeals...

its more than 30 hrs i've been awake.. and still counting.. my body has slowed down, brain's nt active.. yet i need to blog to get this off my chest.. i'm struggling to keep awake n type accurately.

was abt to sleep when aunt called.. telling me 1 of my aunt is very ill from cancer.. guess its e final stage.. cancer cell has spread all over the body. then everything starts coming in... my 1st n 2nd aunt both passed away first quarter this yr.. my mum was very sick.. and now someone's fighting a life or death battle once again. 2005 has been extremely unlucky and painful for my family to bear... all the cancer stories ard me. i wish i could help more ppl cope with this devilish illness.

i'm tired and i cant go on further. n anyway no words can express my mixed emotions now. i'll go sleep and deal with work again when i wake up. i'm glad to receive june's email today.. i'll update on laine n my historical trip back to e past today when i'm more awake tmr.. nite folks!