Refreshed

couldn't really get to sleep last nite.

i'm glad i woke up earlier than usual today. decided to go pray cos its 1st of e lunar month n things ain't too well these days. i need e peace n comfort.

guess life is still cruel. watever happens to u, e sun still rise, e world still moves along. no one stops. so life goes on. i'm kinda glad to a certain extence. the world has proven there's nowhere like home. no mum doesn't know wat goes on in my life. in fact i dont intend to talk abt it again. since i've decided to let things go, it shall nt be mentioned again. i found comfort jus sitting next to mum talking to her. she made me realise once again everyone else will hurt me. no matter who - ur best friend, ur lover, ur watever. only e ppl u call ur family will never hurt u n love u unconditionally. period.

i wake up feeling thankful once again my mum is stil next to me today. when e road seems bleak, when e world seems dark, mothers jus haf their way of lightening ur life n provide e comfort i've been looking high n low. it was jus next to me all e time. Thank God.