Friday, November 11, 2005
Am always interested in knowing wat ppl think of me. amazes me the vast answers i'll get..
a friend says i'm too strong on e outside. i agree. e impression i give others is strong, independent and confident. it takes more to see e inner me. the soft, emotional n sensual me. perhaps my tough outer shell keeps people away from me. frankly i rather keep things this way. perhaps this defensive shell i haf ard me is e result of my fear of getting hurt once again.
some very unpleasant things took place today. i'm still unable to comprehend it well so i jus dont wanna talk abt it yet. dunno why it jus wouldn't come outta me. so far i only rant to 1 person at e instance it happened. then i couldn't find e energy to talk abt it. well when i'm ready to, i will. put it as i'm badly disappointed with the almost too real world.
the better part of today was meeting adeline for supper at chomp chomp. had been a long long time since i sat there to eat. i was so excited abt it. n again.. claudia is sooooo smart. camera has been with me for e past approx 10 days without charging. the moment i snapped at my sambal stingray, batt went exhausted. well.. at least i got 1. haha.. post it tmr. too lazy to upload now. its 2am mind u..
gonna try making coffee cheesecake again today. this time i wont forget gelatine. will put in some baileys n see how it goes.. perhaps when i perfect my recipe, can spread e word n make some money for xmas? hehee.. like some coffee cheese log cake..?? OH OH OH!!! got a msg from xuan today asking for part timers to work at Singapore's first SEX exhibition!! i wonder wat kind stuff would be exhibitted. will there be something tat would take me by surprise? or have i already know it all? hahaa... i'm actually keen to try working there.. anyone interested to take it on with me? ;)
2:04 AM
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