Random thoughts....

why did my fren tell me "things will go well"? do u know something which i dont?

i'm sorry to sad but i detest hearing such "comforting words" cos it ends up hurting me more. are you jus saying for the sake of saying? or do u not know the seriousness of malignant brain tumours? u do not comfort me with ur assurance that things will be back to normal. escaping reality is not wat i'm looking for. what i'm looking for is u to understand the emotional trauma, the heart wretching pain of seeing someone so significant in ur life to wilt away.. to understand the end is drawing near. i'm accepting it and accept it with me.




to love is not to possess.. as long as i see u're in bliss and happiness, even if it means betrayal and hurt, tears and heartaches, u're free to choose ur happiness.. leave me in ur perfect smile and silhouette. if u're lying to me, lie to me forever. let this dream live forever. dont wake me up.