Grief..

I have alot of mixed feelings in my head right now. I've been walking around my room the entire day, doing anything other than my assignments. A part of me escapes from the reality, refusing to accept the truth. But as and when the tears jus starts flowing.. A split sec i feel like talking to someone about it. But actually i'm nt sure what to say..

I hate to feel so crushed by emotions yet again. How do i manage grief n regret? No matter how much i accept death as a part of life, when it happens, its just so hard to embrace it.