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There are just some things, some people in our lives that we never give up upon. Much as i really wanna let go, simply ignore and be invisible in this house.. Much as i just wanna be numbed and selfish and just live life the way I want it to be, focus on my work 101% and give it my best shot at this point of my life..

Then i begin dreading the life i have no control on.

I really just wanna do the work I want and say no to those I cannot relate to. I am labeled overly idealistic to think this way.

When I wanna just ignore the madness at home, I'm selfish and irresponsible.

I dont need a bloody winning formula for life. But how do i live? Satisfy my highly demanding world or just drop it and lost it?