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I've been very very busy lately. Working 16 hrs for the past 3 days. I worked over the weekend as well.. I gave myself a break today, left e office at 230pm and went for my monthly pedicure. I fell asleep on the comfy couch..

These days I wake up pretty early and reaches office at 9 sharp. Finally Claudia broke the spell of keeping late nights and waking in afternoons..

Some pleasant changes took place for me at work.. Jobs have come knocking on my door and i feel very blessed and spoilt! I really hate turning any jobs down now, especially when things are picking up and there are possibilities of me going into partnership.. It's hard to say no, but I had to prioritize my time anyway..

It really was suppose to be a pretty happy day for me. Suddenly the unpleasant memories flooded me yet again.. It does daunt on me a bit, when I begin to see the future brighten up, I see success, fame, satisfaction, all on the way.. But I'd hate to reach there and find no one to share my joy with. I constantly tell myself I shall not lose myself in this pursuit.. Austin is right. He say i don't know how to numb myself. I need to learn better. Perhaps I need even more work.

I managed to squeeze in time for dinner with some of my uni mates, Clairr, Cholrin and Adeline.. Went to First Thai Restaurant at Purvis St. Great food! I must lug my dearies and gooses along to makan and destress..